Monday, June 13, 2011

little death

A million little deaths we die in our lives, yet we live on. The loss of a thing we loved, leaving a house, moving cities, countries, continents, the loss of words, the loss of a dream, the loss of friends. Each little death getting you closer the final chapter.

We are a million people each. A different person with each person you know, for each friend. When you lose a friend that person of you dies -worse is having to say goodbye... like self-smothering a part of you.

Friendship and its kind, have always been a mystery to me, elusive even. I've never been good at it. All my thoughts always imploding inwardly, only letting fallout little complainings till all is consumed.

This blog died a little death and perhaps it will die many times more. As for me after all these years, i finally know, it's not for me!